It's been a month since we held a conversation, even though it was through texting. That was the last time I replied back to any of your texts. I wish it wasn't like this. It was like I wasn't worth your time or effort for you to call me. Not a single call. Just texts. I didn't want to continue to waste your time and effort. I want to say more, but..let's just leave it at that.
You know that quote about how a boy and a girl can be best friends but eventually they'll fall in love? well its fucking true, dont ever doubt it. Im sitting here hurt because i love this kid and he wants to wait. Everyone talks about how were perfect for each other and we eventually had to talk about it. And it lead to the fact that he wants to wait. Fuck love. Fuck boys. Im young, and im not waiting.
“I don’t have a fear of commitment; I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up, I screw things up. Especially with the people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant, I want to be too close. I get confused; I don’t understand all of it. But I keep pushing because I hope in this thing, the universe, there’s no way I’m the only person out there who wants something this bad. If I want it, someone else out there must too.”—
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought, there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it’s true I’m here, and I’m just as strange as you.”—Frida Kahlo
“You see, you closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too—even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling.”—Tuesdays with Morrie, Mitch Albom
“Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that’s all. You can’t see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it.”—~ Mitch Albom -The Five People You Meet in Heaven
“There is a difference between interest and commitment. When you’re interested in something, you do it only when it’s convenient. When you’re committed to something, you accept no excuses, only results.”—Ken Blanchard